disappointed...

My plan for traveling from North via South Vietnam has postponed again!

I was so excited about this trip. I've got a great partner. We've made an awesome plan. Time is just about right for travel season. And bang, she backed out. I dont blame her, because we're not in the US now, it's not like we can decide whatever we do at the moment.
That's the thing I hate about family and being home. I feel restrained, restricted, limited on things I can and can not do. When I'm away, I make my own decisions and hold responsible for what happens. Here I always need to ask permission from my mom if I want to travel somewhere. Yes, Im still dependent on her about $, but if its the case that we do not have $,then I wouldnt ask. We do have some, so why cant I spend on traveling... again, back to the argument about $ and jobs. People who work do not know or have time to spend their money. People who spend money doesnt work. I think it's kinda true. Dont ya?

Anyway, lets not bring this F thing up again (F= family, not that )

I guess I need to look for a new partner again. Who?
It must be someone I know, must be a girl, who is willing to be a back-pack traveler, who enjoys bus-hopping, who .... oh well, sure I do have a lot of friends, but I guess when it comes to travel buddies, I'm screwed...

Currently feeling very disappointed!

1 week at home

I guess I was kinda overreacting at the Wi-Fi issue. But the good news is he actually took what I said and sent in 2 guys right the day after to set up Wi-Fi at home, so now I can access Internet wirelessly :D (in fact, thats exactly what Im doing right now hehe)

I have not been doing anything productive since I got home. Basically just chilling with my friends, hanging out with my sis, argueing with parents and exercising a bit.

I dont feel like getting a job yet, not because Im being lazy, but just cuz i want to look deeply in the jobs I want to do, not the jobs my parents want me to do or other people are doing.

... to be continued...

dealing with the most ridiculous shit LOL...

RATED R: Explicit content.

Fucking just only 3 days... what the fuck. Already got into a huge shitty non-sense argument with the one yet I have never cared to pay enough respect (excuse me, but its true)

This kind of argument, no its not even a Fucking argument. It is stuck in his mind that whatever he said is true. No one can argue with him, and of course his daughter still seems like a small immature never-know-enough for him (whatever). I was trying to make a point how having Wi-Fi will make it easier to access Internet without sharing 1 computer in a house. I sleep in a house next to the one which has the comp so it was inconvenient at some point. It is about $48-$61... yeah, freaking comparing that to how much cell phones he has given away to strangers. Now he is being stingy and unreasonable. Cant fight back my argument, he just yelled and freaking kept insisting infuriately that Wi-Fi is not proven to work effectively yet in Vietnam due to dampen weather.... what the heck does that have to do with weather? Internet Cafe is emerging everywhere, Wi-Fi connection is the comparative advantage for each one of those cafes to attract customers! Doesnt even he go freaking outside to see how the freaking world is changing?

I am sorry but I am fucking mad right now!

My fam is better with JUST me, my sis and my mom. Thats all I've gotta say. No that's what I said, I still do and I still will.

I GRADUATED!!!

OMG! I actually did!

After 4 years of college, I finally GRADUATED!!!

... (to be continued...)